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6 11 2009

Hello there..since it’s the weekend i thought i might put some effort into keeping this alive.

>>> 8 deaths from swine flu so far (in Jordan), with thousands of cases. Not sure how an individual can react to that, I haven’t been that much extra careful since this thing started, just trying to take care when i’m in closed spaces with a lot of people breathing in the same air all at once, I try not to breathe so much haha.

>>> Noticed Google these past couple of days or was it just me?google
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What’s with the sesame street theme? W ba3dain a different one every day, can’t wait to see tomorrows lol.

>>> A lot of concerts and events happening around town lately. Enjoying some but missing out on most, this is when i wish i was in Amman all week long. Irbed is killing me, not to mention slow Hijazi bus drivers! Alla y5aleelna il 3oroobeh hehe!

>>> A tip to all those thinking about running the marathon next year: DON’T! I finished the 10K yes, in an hour and 35 minutes yes, but could i walk properly the next day? NO. Tab the day after, bardo NO! So unless you do some sports every now and then, running a marathon is going to kill you. It was a nice thing though, fun, although it wasn’t that much organized, for instance they said the results will be out the same day in the evening on the website and that took 7 days :) . Typical ah? :)

>>> Check this and this out. Interruptions: Experimentations on Architecture, Art and Culture in the Levant. If you’re not interested but know someone who is, please spread the message :) . You can check their page on facebook here as well :) .

>>> Another thing you can check, and this is for all of you out there who want ‘a change’, is Project Heal. An initiative in it’s first baby steps, but you can help us and help yourself by joining the healing process. We have daily random acts of kindness if we can call them that, mostly suggested by you guys, so you can share with us whatever you think is a good idea. Discussions, events and other things are on the way, but we appreaciate your support untill we get there :) . Will be updating you guys on this as soon as something new happens :) . If interested please join the facebook page :) .

>>> Happy Birthday to you :) , doubt you’ll be reading this bas yala. Are you having fun? What do you think i should get you? Should i get you anything aslan? hmm…everything is just…weird!!

>>> Discovering lately how much school meant to me. Not sure all people have had the experience i had with school, my school truly was my second home, from 1st grade all the way to tawjihi i was surrounded mostly by the same friendly faces. By tawjihi i got sick of it, of the people, i was happy to move on and to move away, i thought the ‘real world’ was so much better and nicer and all that shit. Turns out my school was the best ever, and its people were the only people who i was capable of understanding, and who were capable of understanding me too. Hope it’s not too late to try and get things together and fix all those relationships i thought i didn’t need once i started university. Love you NOS!

>>> One last thing, would you hold on to something so destructive just because of what it ”used” to be? Why can’t we choose some memories and dump the rest away? Living in the past is something i’ve been lost in for 5 months or so, it used to make me happy, now it makes me miserable, and i am still holding on to that memory thinking that it can be fixed, that some things can be forgotten, that i can/should work on it, but how much unhappiness would you put into something when you don’t know if the happiness will ever come back? Being happy right now, however temporary it is, sounds so much more appealing than permanent happiness that might need months and months of hard hard work. Appealing? yes. Right? Don’t have a clue.

I leave you with a picture i found a few days ago, it can be a dumb image, or it can conjure a lot of thoughts in your head, let me know which one :) .

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6 11 2009
kinziblogs

Hey you! Sesame Street celebrated it’s 40th birthday this week, I remember the first episode.

My son run the marathon, and he was training 3x a week. Next time, train first. I also hope next time the let the runners go first so they don’t have to dodge walkers. And that they keep a better eye on the cheaters. Ya haram.

There will be rays of light in the pain and dark. Pain over brokeness is an indicator of the reality of love that was there. Perhaps there can be healing, if there is willingness to truly repent and act upon repentance? Trust can only be rebuilt after repentance is proven, not just after forgiveness is granted. Praying for you still, leeeetle seeeesta.

6 11 2009
Dee

aww ok now i get the sesame street thing hehe..

Well yea there was a lot of cheating and they should have worked on the entire marathon a bit more to keep things going right.

About that last thing which i guess you know about there was willingness, trying to fix things to me is in itself acting upon repentance, it was the first step to working things out and towards healing, but that step of just talking things out apparently was too tough on someone, and they couldnt let go of some things you know, they had to bring it up every 2 seconds (while i let go of a lotttt of things, without that person even asking for forgivness in a way that means something) and i just couldnt put up with that. If there was willingness before yesterday then there is none today, not after all i saw. enough said about that. I hope you’re doing alright aunty kinzi :) mwa

6 11 2009
kinziblogs

Hi Dee, thx for sharing your heart. Absolutely the willingness is an act of repentance, well said. Much wisdom in what you said. Sigh. Wish things weren’t so hard. Switching gears in prayer.

Yes, we are well. Kids were sick, some still borderline. Sometimes I like it when the boys are sick, they let me baby them again. The Hub is in traveling season and I am excited about writing and my course small groups. 3anjad if you ever make it home from Irbid and can come for coffee, ta3aleeeee. Even the kids are bemoaning the fact we don’t have any young 20-somethings hanging around this school year. :)

7 11 2009
Dee

wish things were easy as well….but i guess this is life hehe.

salamet the kids, its flu season with all the temperature going up and down in a matter of hours and having swine flu around isn’t helping much. Hope they all get better soon, and you’ll have to baby them some other way i guess hehe..a mom has to sacrifice a lot you know :p.

Yea i read about you writing :) , don’t always comment i’m sorry, will be doing that from now on. Walahi i’m in Amman now hehe, I have first exams this week but maybe you can invite me over for some cookies next weekend :p.. or better yet if we can have a small meeting for bloggers, maybe female ones or something like that… (not that i blog that much to be called one hehe )..

8 11 2009
kinziblogs

Ahlayn! Ma fee cookies, bas badayn bitkuun il Christmas!!! Kookies Kteeer. OOOooo, khalto, hatt low ma fee comments, ma3bsuutahiza ptiji 3indi. :)

Fi ijtima3/hafli lil lady bloggers ba3d shway, ra7 as3alhum is mumkin minazimik!

8 11 2009
Dee

hehehe i had a hard time reading that :p… ba3dain you have to ask them if i can come :( why am i not considered a lady blogger ya3ni?? or is there a gang or something? :’(
i’m sad now …kidding hehe

7 11 2009
Moey

It is sesame street’s birthday :(

7 11 2009
Dee

Yea moey i kinda figured it out after kinzi told me hehe…bas why sad??
So happy you dropped by :) inshala dayman :p

7 11 2009
Laith Mardini

What the hell was that? lol

(Sorry… my facebook profile is disabled, w bedi 2kob balay 3ala 7ada. :P )

7 11 2009
Dee

Laith >_> …what the hell was what??
w laish you disabled your fb profile?

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